天使与魔鬼

有时候，我一直想，我是不是变得太乖? 以前初一时期疯狂的我在那里？ 认识很多朋友，到处游玩..可能经过疯狂的一年，初二变得很奇怪很宅，朋友们叫我出街，叫我去度假，我的理由总是一大堆，以前的我根本就不会拒绝，到了初三，一整年跟朋友出街的次数应该不超过10次吧? 现在放假了，整天只会上网，熬夜，睡醒，再上网，我很讨厌这样的生活，一点乐趣都没有，以前总觉得时间不够多，跟朋友出街还不够晚..现在有时候都会在床上发呆，我很不明白，我想变回以前疯狂的何敏慧，玩乐无穷..妈妈叫我不要去kl做工，很危险，担心我，妈，我觉得你现在更加要担心我，哪怕那天你找不到我，我应该就是闷死在家里了..盲目地遵从话语，只会迷失自己的想法，就算我上课，我来回的地点就是学校，家，lawan kuda! 对我来说，lawan kuda 就像一个大鸟笼，我想飞出去，做一个自由自在的人，认识我生活的这个地球，认识陌生环境的人...我要自由，我要有想法，我要做回自己，做回何敏慧 ;)

fabulous always and forever

final exam

juz finished my final exam.too angry when faces the mathematics exam paper(chinese version).so i decided study hard fot the next mathematics test..in english version test,im so glad that i can do all the questin,no empty space...exam week reli a hardest week for me,my house had to decoration..i cant do my revison in that kind of eviroment..






today is 1st day on lesson after exam..they are too noise maybe wanna relax after exam..but im different..qiqi absent today so im keep silent..thn im doing my uec mathematics with mimi..mimi is funniest guy ever...they all wanna to earn money from some program,thn mimi said:"wasting my time,im better using the free time to invention something." lol..the next edision in malaysia..





im reli wanna to watched the movie [eat pray love] by julia roberts.tis story talking a married woman realizes how unhappy her marriage really is, and that her life needs to go in a different direction. After a painful divorce, she takes off on a round-the-world journey to "find herself". seem like a great movie..

搞笑的一天...=D

今早去上课的时候下起绵绵细雨，果然不出我所料，取消朝会....真开心~上课发现啊魏没有来噢=(他那里可以这样的，看他的facebook才发现原来他不来的原因是他的头发剪太短窝...哈哈~真爱美...结果就跟那只傻猪坐在一起聊天...[蚊子]很好笑，跟傻猪抢我~结果我当然喜新厌旧拉~哈哈~fabulous是可以花心的~淫荡是我的天性~之后，傻猪今天要在学校约会，跟扁扁下食堂吃东西~我们全部不给他走~嘻嘻~扁扁就大喊:"谁不给她走得"...哈哈~可爱到....

下课的时候我的darling[green apple] 来找我下食堂"撑台脚"的，结果出了一件意外，哈哈!!她真的太搞笑了拉~之后上课时间到了就回班，mimi就弄漏煤气的声音，shhhhhhhhhhh...吵死了~然后突然就bang一声，我们就大笑说煤气爆炸了~够幼稚...恢复正常之后就聊天，结果!!原来今天电脑考试窝，那里可以这样的，做么我不知道？!就浪费了两元去弄临时学生证...电脑考试前有一节时间给我们吃东西，我们整班就下去食堂[high tea loh~]

傻猪一个人坐在风扇底下说要享受一个人的tea time窝，我就丢下她去找我的bumm和cyrus聊天...我跟bumm在一起就变得很sin +..我也控制不到的~哈哈~体谅下吧~各位^^还有cyrus说的黄山耳机真够力搞笑阿!!我就亏她说黄山是卖药材的啊~他几时转行卖耳机窝？他就不爽的样~哈哈~真喜欢弄她~之后傻猪走过来说叫我回班，我又来sin..说:"我们这班贵妇在喝茶，你这个打工仔快快吃了面包就回公司开会吧~真不了解我们的世界~"bumm就大笑~

考试时间来咯~我那个net payment怎样弄都弄不到...真讨厌!!!那个失恋的kevin又在哪里吵吵吵，[我看见你吹，但我没听见]哈哈!!人间喜剧的台词..^^没办法咯，吵就吵咯~失恋大过天=D哈哈!!放学咯，就快快冲下楼，深怕ohbaby走了~上到巴士又跟greenapple在那里玩幼稚的东西==真佩服自己...讲到嘴巴都酸了...

明天凌晨妈咪就回到家咯，一睡醒就能见到他~开心...所以刚刚拼命的收拾家里，好累哦~但是想到妈咪~值得拉~^^等下那个衰仔昌回家的拉，一定要他买西瓜给我吃~好想吃啊~期待明天哦`妈咪，我想你..

最后补充的一点就是，明天又是体育节，燃烧我们的灵魂吧!!! 嘻嘻~=D

[够sin~佩服佩服]

♥♥

【< + 3】是这个符号对吧？其实严格来说，我不会...但这个符号我想贴满你的面子书，让你知道我真的爱你～copy and paste..我要粘满你的墙^^

fabulous's CC day...

现在的我在网吧...如果不是不得已，太想念我的面子书的朋友...我也不会到这个地方...从前，我就觉得它不是什么好地方, 是混混的天地..现在我的观念依然一样...很不安的坐了一小时..明天是马来西亚日，真的很好啦～因为可以放假^^考试成绩出炉了...终评均尽然只有53...不过好过没有啦，也是算及格（虽然是边缘）...最近看了一本书，就疯狂地爱上【达文西密码】好看到～本人强烈推荐^^

relax days..

woohoo~i love holidays so so much..last night hang out with girls..we chating at ar chui house..thn go to"xi wan nian" eat supper...but meet a lot of bad boys..hate they all smoke! smoking is a reli bad habit...NOT ALLOW TO DO THAT~thn we go back ar chui house chat again~haha!! she's so funny...pretend justin bieber~aiyor...i want to put that video to facebook...but i'm afaird that she is gonna to cry..after that,we keep going to forcing her dance rude boy...she is so poor~but she is a kind person.. she buy us earring from england~although the models is too man, but i like it..apeciate it..thx chui... sot pig buy a lot of strawberry from cameron..{LOVE}and juz now read her blog..she's going to taiwan!! me too..haha...hope can meet her taiwan..muack~but hate her alot loh...using [some1]account chat with me wor...but i'm clever fabulous wor..of cause i noe lah~XD...sot pig reli stupid~

1/9 competition

hehe=D...today i sleep until 9.00a.m...so i didn't go to skul...but kai onn send me a message said wan to stay back skul until 5.00p.m..i reliezed that today hv jogging competition==...so i call ar gor and go to skul by his bus^^we chat a lot..ar gor used to attend o level exam wor..thn he can't understand chinese geh...wa...so jealous^^ar gor hou yeng ar~~haha...thn i arrived skul and give them surpise~haha...but they all scold me...said i'm a lazy girl wor...haiz..dun understand me..we hv to do if we make a promise..^^tis's wat i thought...although our team lose jor.....but never mind lah~juz ply ply mah^^gambateh!! J3B always the BEST~~

wat a independent day..

juz now answer mum's call..i said to her honestly about wat happend on last week..i said we had a big misunderstanding..thn bro already move out..thn she spechless awhile..after that she said y i can't be a good sister..and she cut off the call...wat!? i'm totally feel dissapointed..y ppl always see the things in one side...y dun think about me?? being a sister is not always the wrong 1...pls try to understand wat happend..i'm too down..i dun care wat ppl said,but wat u said to me is too hurt..u r my mum too..r u choose him too when both of us fall in water?...because he's a boy,he'a youngest brother!damn it!! i hate his accent! whr is his damn manners!?try to made urself independent!!

i'm listening to [nothing better by brown eyed soul] while i'm writing tis blog...finally i'm feel happy..no moody for vivian...cause she's going to attend competition tomorrow...pls support her=D love u...X.O.X.O~

losing my heart....

sometimes i reli miss u...but i can't said to any 1..juz pretending smile...

life burning because of u messing up my life

lift me up,let me go.....dun talked to me like that..think about my feeling...u r not the 1 who control my life...dun even talked to me like that...i'm ur sis..i'm changed because of u... dun blame me..go away from me..u dun care me, i dun care! it can't be outmatched!!

my dearest compaq..pls dun leave me

my nichkhun oppa left 1/4 onli...so charm..
i miss my compaq..
i miss nichkhun oppa..
i miss my document..
i miss my picture...
i miss everything...

pls forgive me...T.T

woohoo...exam go away^^

finally finished my exam..less revison but seem like noe the answer...^^

bio- love it so much...labeling the skin and kidney
che-haha...ca(oh)3 wor...
phy->chinese-lol..love 诗词填充
mathe-die.....
eng-laugh non-stop...super easy...
history-hehe~did a little bit revision..
b-melayu-no difficult..
geo-><...

pass the last monthly test,but..dun forget..final exam is coming...and UEC T.T
To prove my hardworking...i deleted my facebook account..
To prove my loyalty...i take out my sim card..
mr.exam...i won't give up..

wat a hapi day^^ 02/08/10

win my 1st volley ball competition~~soooo hapi... thx all the member and keep ur best 2 last^^ we r [pro] team lai geh~~=*

huge mistake..

appeciate wat u hv..cause u dun own it ever...ppl always regret after lost something..i'm the 1 too...sooo sorry to my mum..although she didn't scold me but i'm sooooo guilty~I hope she has a hapi trip in italy^^haha..juz enjoy yourself, mum~~=*love u always..unchange~


p.s-i wan 2 said tis to a person[stop mess up my life, u r not important 2 me, juz get lost...i dun care wat u going 2 said, u r dissapointing me...u dun ever hv a chance!]

focus..

test is coming soon..but i can't focus on my lesson..something has bothering me...[stop thinking about it]~UEC exam still got 97 days? OMG>< headache...no online, no pps..most importandly is no FACEBOOK again!!but..how can?? in tis pressure enviroment, do some exercise 2 release ur unhapi~exercise can make ppl hapi=)

17/7 balls day~

saturday always my favorite day,cause i can ply basketball non-stop^^
after having a great basketball time,i decided 2 stay back because i wanna 2 pratice 4 the next volley ball competition~lolx..thn mimi invite me 2 ply football wit them! gods,i dun even noe the rules, how i'm gonna 2 start?? mimi become the refferee and i'm gonna 2 goal!haha!! i kick the ball with all my powerful...finally....in jor!!!!hahah...reli hapi 2 c [MIMI] face~haha.. tat [sei yen yong]=)..i love 2 exercise recently^^ friends, join me~~

absent....

2day absent 2 skul=)
the reasons are:
1.sick
2.avoid something
sorry 2 all my friendsssss...i noe u all reli miss me right^^?haha...

p.s-i curl my hair after watched korean drama..proud of myself^haha....

u guys!! vivian's here

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